shit on my mind...

I find myself all alone driving through the streets at nights
Thinking about everything ranging from women to my open rights
It’s crazy how people, hommies, family, and acquaintances can be
Whatever they think everyone else is, so you see
I have been trying my very best but never the less
whatever it is that I do, my strides can’t pass this test

It’s been so long yet I still can’t sleep at night
Its like an eagle that can't take its flight
My thoughts of you are true
But the memories have become so very blue
I wanted you to take me as I am
but you just had to leave and find you a new glam

I know at times I didn’t try so hard
In my defense, I felt like it didn’t matter and everything would become some dug up yard
Is it really so demanding
For you to just be standing
I thought you were someone else
but now all I see is every other person that you never seemed to be
Everything ends now because I have no more thought of you
Your ass was blown away in the last gust of wind that made me say
Someone else will never fade away.....