All Alone...

Gone in the wind is she that was supposed to be by my side till the end. Her departure surely left a void but I guess everything happened for a reason. She left me all by myself but I’m progressing. Her departure feels like steroids because I’ve gotten stronger. I miss her but I still hold it against her. She was an addiction, couldn’t get enough of her. The constant voyages and cultural explorations were great. It’s funny how much I grew while I was with you and we promised that we would always keep it real with each other. I was the one who was supposed to mess things up but in truth it was the opposite. Yeah, I get jealous at times but that’s what love is all about. Me, wanting to be near you or wanting to spend quality time with you shouldn’t be perceived as me wanting to control your every move. It’s unfortunate the many friends saw it that way but I am sure deep down, when you’re all alone in your room, I am positive you know what’s really good.

Now that things are not what they used to be I am sure you are better because you wanted freedom, you wanted to explore other options and truthfully it’s probably the best move for you. I think you need so you can see what the world is really all about. Being sheltered all your life can be tough on a woman who’s just now handed freedom or some leeway, so I guess I’m just going to sit back and watch the story unraveled. I’m always rooting for you though but I’ll still hold it against you…