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Wednesday, April 2, 2008

I am back...

I am back…It’s been a tough couple of days for me but I am slowly making progress. Things are getting clearer due to my very supportive friends. Thanks to those who took the time out of their busy schedule to call and listen to a brother’s plea. I am grateful.

Now that’s out of the way, let me get at you for a second.

It’s funny how we as humans tend to over look opportunities for growth and development when they are right in our faces. One of the biggest challenges we as human beings face is the art of control. Control over self and everything that you do. To step out of your own comfort zone and allow new experiences to take place; to not be afraid, and not allow fear to control your choices. My problem is and I am sure many of you have that very same problem, we are a bunch of perfectionist and we’re so afraid of making mistakes…we don’t allow ourselves to make mistake... On a personal note, I live through my strengths. Not that it’s a problem but the biggest issue that I have right now is that I often acknowledge my weaknesses yet never get to work on them. I have learned so much about myself since I have had the time to focus on me for the past year or so..... I’ve been very fortunate in the past few months and It’s been a blessing to learn about myself, and it’s been a challenging yet rewarding journey to becoming the man that I envision for the future. I surely pray that people don’t think that I’m some uppity Negro who things he's better than anyone else, that isn’t my true purpose. Lord knows I aim to do the right thing and I’ve always been taught that. I just want to better myself and the people around me and while we may sometimes falter yet having the courage to pick things back up again is what makes our journey on this planet so enjoyable. I hope people see that I’m just a man who seeks the true meaning of life, and a more efficient way of making things happen on a regular basis. I’m doing everything I can to make sure that I am a humbling spirit for my people. I want to be as transparent as possible by simply expose myself to people so that they can see who I really am. Of course there are risks involved, but I have learned that at some point I am going to have to stop playing the game so conservatively. I need to call my best plays right now........I hope you do the same fam.

Le Combat Continue Frere…

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