Blowing off some steam…I am still angry

I am very angry, so forgive the cusring in this entry. It’s as if this thing just happened today, so I am very ANGRY right now.

So she called me around 10 to let me know that she was driving 30 miles up the road to hang out with some friends. It was kind of suspicious to me because it’s the first day of the work week and knowing that she has had a hard time falling asleep, I thought she would take some pills go to bed and get some rest after a long and arduous day. Now, I am paranoid when it comes to things like that. The minute something is out the norm, I tend to question it. I like consistency but this once chick was anything but. She likes to take weekend trips and her phone be mysteriously not working for the night. But like every other trick out there, she normally blames it on her phone subscriber. I’m so easy to get along with as long as we’re both on the same page. If you want to trick around, just let me know so I can find me another chick to hang out with. But don’t fucking attempt to play mind games. I hate when people use the world love in vain. I could honestly kill a bitch for that.

So this trick left her home and head out there to hang out with her malecaller. She ended up spending the night over there and then when she called me the next morning, bitch made it seem like she had an early meeting with her boss, so she had to be out the house very early. Like Dieon Sanders, I played it cool. I just said ok and went on about my day. Now when I asked her for the truth, she said, well, I hung out with some friends and we all crashed at this place (right). And when I said, oh really, she was like, B, I am on my period (fuck you trick). And then she went on to rant about a compliment I gave some heffa a couple of weeks ago, just so she can justify her act. I am like trick, don’t say shit to me right now man. I don’t even want to deal with you.

Here I am sending this bitch cards, beautiful notes, poems, and doing the gentlemanly thing…and this heffa is out there tricking…i’m going to lose my fucking mind if I ever allow myself to feel attach to any other woman yo… women say this all the time, It’s not worth it to get to know anyone dude out there because they’re all dogs, but yo, I am beginning to realize that everyone is in the same boat. We are all animals yo.

See, here is where I fucked up with this bitch. She has a lot of male friends (can’t get along with females), she’s out of town every weekend (this bitch has been in more cities than Wilt Chamberlain), and she also claims that she deeply care and loves me (bitch what???). Like I said earlier, I don’t have a problem with a woman tricking out there but don’t cross me. The minute you realize that tricking is more important to you, just be like ‘yo B, I need to do me’. And your wish would be granted…I am so easy to get a long with man. Just don’t fucking cross me trick. Yo, I hope I don’t come across this chick ever again man, because it would be on…seriously.