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Thursday, September 20, 2007

Something you forgot..My interpretation

[Chorus] (Lil' Wayne)I've been lonely, I've been waiting for you I'm pretending, and that's all I can do (that's all I can do mama)The love I'm sending ain't making it through to your heart (I hope you hear me)

So ever since your departure things have been different round here, my perspective on many things have altered and many have said that i've lost my swag and determination. I personally wouldn't go that far but i must admit things have been different. True a few things between us could have been worked out but i guess our relationship had reached a dead zone. I know i would have done many things differently yet i guess we can only progressed through life by learning from our mishaps and misadventures. Like weezy said, "i fucked up, i know i fucked, i have admitted to the fact that i fucked, but who doesn't fuck up...I'm sure you fucked up somewhere too." You are missed but i don't dwell on it, somedays i miss you more than most but still you're a special someone and you're always going to be. I know you had some issues with my popularity and the hoes you heard i was running around with but you know shit was never like mah. I was always on point with you, why do you think i was always home alone when you called?

Chorus...You've been hiding, never letting it show Always trying, to keep it under control (I see you hidin' it mama)You got it down, and your well on your way to the top (keep doin' your thing)but there is something you forgot

Hope you don't ever forget all the potential that you have, you're good woman, from a good family and i know that won't go unrewarded. Never forget that you need to not be so selfish because it isn't always about you, other people matter too. You can't live a life full of confusion in the process confuse everyone you come in contact with. I know you know how to handle your business but don't work too hard. You cannot do it all on your own, it's ok to ask for help, as long as you're being truthful, people will reciprocate everything you have done for them....

[Chorus] (Lil' Wayne)You've been hiding, (y'know) never letting it show Always trying (I see you hidin' it mama)to keep it under control (but I know you know)You got it down (I know you do)and your well on your way to the top(but I wish you and yours nothin' but happiness shawty)

Seriously, i'm over our relationship and i want you to know that i hold no animosity of things. I am at peace now and i need you to be too. I wish you luck with you and him and i hope you never forget about the good ol days... It was all worth it. I have no regrets and hope you have none too. Just keep in mind that he'll never be like me, there's only one poison man, and that's me...

B is out...

1 comment:

  1. this is deep!!it's one thing to know that you fucked up, and it's a whole different thing to admit to it- it takes a real person!!! and being at peace with oneself is something that dont happen overnight,for some it dont happen at all.Were all allowed to make mistakes, mistakes are ways for us to learn...

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