This one is for God...

A special friend shared this piece with me...

Hi Bleky,
Lately, you have been on my thoughts and this morning something is prompting me to share the following with you. Best wishes for 2008. Live it Up.

This one is for God
I want to write a poem, but
I know it will not fit that description,
either it be too long or
not formatted to be called a poem.
So I’ll just express my thoughts.
I am nothing, but a stubborn child,
But He refused to turn around,
Never turn His back on me,
Always there when I need Him.
Because of His love for me, I am better.
I am afraid that I’ll never be what He wants me to be
Or who He wants me to be.
I am a naïve, clueless child among liars,
Dealing with disappointments, confusions,
Jalousie, anger, hurt, pain,
How it is impossible to pray sometimes.
But in my darkest hour I worship Him… my Lord
I wonder sometimes, how could He love someone like me?
I was having a hard time believing, accepting that,
But now I believe and accept,
No longer frightening to think about it
I just have to make a few adjustments
Now that I am in a relationship with Him
It’s no longer a Him or me thing. It is US, our time, our space.
God, this is so long over due
Nothing or better yet I can’t think
Of anyone that fit the picture
I’ve tried to paint. And nothing I’ve written
Come close to what I feel for you, no words
Can express, no arrangement of them
Lord, I want You, I want to be with You,
I want to be where You are,
Living daily in Your presence. I will die for you,
With you, die to live with you.
My mind is fill with thoughts mostly about US.
How much I don’t want to let You down again.
I am officially pledging myself to You
I know we have been through, but in the end,
The pain, trials, tribulations was preparation for
Me to understand how much You mean to me.
I don’t ever want to take You for granted,
I want the world to know that I live for You,
Breathe for You, I do everything for You.
I am patiently waiting for the day, where we
Can be together for ever –
I wait for the day to look at You, hug You,
Kiss You, dance with You, live with You
In the waiting, I breathe, I live, I dream for that day!

Be Blessed